I have an appointment with my new Primary Care doc later this morning. I had to change docs because my previous one moved her office back into town. I like knowing that if something comes up, I don't have to drive very far to get to a primary care physician. I hate driving. NJ is the worst. Anxiety, agitation, distraction, lack of concentration. All secondary symptoms. Sometimes I can't talk and drive at the same time - If I'm deep into conversation, I go into "auto-pilot" and miss turns. Yesterday I was driving solo, going to see an old friend. My mind was on other things and before I knew it, I had missed the turn, and drove 5 miles past it. ugh.
I spent Labor Day weekend in NYC visiting friends from Chicago. I had mentioned to them in an earlier email that I was pretty good during the day, but not so good at night. Sort of a "sundowning" effect. I actually did much better than I expected - even J. mentioned it - so I felt good about that. I still dread friends seeing me in an "off-state", especially as my face tends to stiffen up, making it difficult to talk. But I continued on, popping extra doses of carbidopa/levodopa before going out to the movies, or a late dinner, or an evening walk. I was so happy to be with A & H, that it lessened my symptoms. Laughter and stimulating conversation can do wonders.
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